July 16, 2003
I slept so much today. I didn't talk to anyone on the phone to do anything. I called Pete and Sam. They never called back. Oh well. Erica wasn't home. I gave up after that. I didn't care. Sometimes I'm content to just stay home. Sometimes I just don't think that there's anything to do even if I do leave. I'm not sure which it was today. It's so hard to tell, anymore. Sometimes I wonder if anyone cares enough to call me and want to do something. I think most people are already cutting ties. They never said "goodbye."