July 28, 2003
It's hard to think that I'll be living my own life soon. I wonder who I'll be after I leave everything that I know. With all new influences, without the control of a mother and the structure of high school... where will I go? It's no secret that I'll lose contact with most everyone that I know, but will it really matter? Am I am who I am right now? Or is that all about to hit the wall and the fan right about now? I guess I'm going to find out what and who I really want to be.