July 2, 2003
I love running. I'm afraid of who I am. I run. It's the only thing I can do right. I run. It's the only thing I know how to do. I am so afraid of failing despite wanting to succeed. I am so afraid of falling in love despite my endless search for it. I just run. My heart and head are always in conflict...I just don't want to listen anymore. I run. I will keep running until someone makes me stop. I will keep running until the whole world spins and I have no where else to go.