July 5, 2003
Sitting and crying on the Metro North train is not how I envisioned tonight ending up. I can’t say for sure what I envisioned, but this wasn’t it. I certainly had some fun this weekend, but I think it’s become clear that my social life has to take a different direction. I’m not putting myself in the best position to get what I want out of my life. I drink too much and I don’t meet the best people to bring about the future I’m looking for. So I peruse activities and try to figure out how to move forward.