July 30, 2003
“There’s something due any day, I will know right away, soon as it shows.” I always related to Maria from “West Side Story” but lately it’s Tony as he’s singing “Something’s Coming” that touches me. I feel just like this, there’s something just around the corner. It’s coming to me and it’s something great, but I don’t know exactly what it is. The anticipation is killing me, in a good way. I just hope it comes soon, lately some of the old impatience has returned. I’m enjoying my life as is more than ever, but I want it all now.