August 14, 2003
I am not in any way shape or form easy with the person I am and have been for the past little while. Some part of me is missing, hiding, or maybe just not there and that makes me endlessly nervous about who I am and how I'm acting in my every day life. I am back to searching for some answers. The hardest part is that I am not sure what the questions are so I don't even know where to start looking. All I know is that it is starting to wear away at me. I am nervous.