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August 17, 2003
This is the cycle; pain, exhaustion, lethargy, impatience, frustration, anger, pain. It goes on and on. I can see no clear end to the tunnel, in fact, the more exhaustion I feel the muddier the path gets. I feel like I am moving in slow motion, every surge ahead is arrested by some unseen hand forcing me to march in place. The harder I struggle, the further back I fall. I am gaining no positive ground. This is the cycle; pain, exhaustion, lethargy, impatience, frustration, anger, pain. It goes on and on. I can see no clear end to the