I wish I could get my mind to slow down. Too much going on. It is not that things are going badly. On the contrary… things are finally going WELL. I am excited about it. Overwhelmed. I am on this continual high. Something has changed in my life. Even Zee says I seem lighter. Could it be that the dark night of my soul has passed and I am on my way? I feel like my destiny is now pursuing ME. Like mad lovers we rush in slow motion toward each other on a black and white beach. Pure excitement!