Every year I've missed this competition. I don't expect to storm it. I just want to submit something I've faith in. There's always so much against effort: laziness, lack of inspiration, tiredness, hayfever. Now my boss's commenting whilst I sit here, after hours, trying to get this done. Lots of "Oh, oh I see"s and "make sure everything else's done"s. It wouldn't be an issue if I'd gone home. I've bought Mr B his present. I called you, and you helped just by letting me hear your voice. Then He called. Friends and lovers will save you. Environment is crucial.