The idea of the body is really getting to me. My eye doctor asks if I have a cold after he looks in my right eye, and I say no. Then I come home and today I wake up with a sore throat and a runny nose. Amazing. I walk through the supermarket and force myself away from the junk food. I never had to do that before. I stare at the arm weights I just bought and haven't used yet. My uncle is going back in the hospital for chemo treatment on his brain. This is all just depressing.