I don't really know who or what I'm angry at, but much of the time I am angry that I only have a set number of years to enjoy life. I've started a list of things I want to do before I can't do them anymore, but I wonder how many of these things I'll actually do. See the Northern Lights. Visit the United Kingdom. Publish a book. Have an evening garden party with cucumber sandwiches. Hold a real salon. Watch a space shuttle take off. Watch a whale swim in the ocean. Visit Australia. Hear the Dalai Lama speak.