June 13, 2006
Recently, there has been a strange weariness clouding my thoughts and actions, numbing me to emotion. The days pass in a haze, leaving my memories blurred and incoherent. I wonder what has happened to the things that I held important to me. I can't seem to find them anymore. My life is sinking more and more into subconciousness and dreams, and every time I doze into that realm of thoughts and hopes and dreams it gets harder and harder to jerk awake. I have no idea what is happening to me, and even more frighteningly, I don't care. Wake up!