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April 18, 2004
I don't know what's wrong with us. We can't seem to maintain any sort of energy for very long.

Even with Chris, I couldn't seem to stay focused and connected. I would feel things and then they would recede. I've been feeling this way for a while, like everything I feel is coming through a fog - recognizable, but fuzzy.

What is this fog? What is keeping me from my own emotion? I know that I feel things, but I don't fully feel them. Just briefly, in flashes, and then it's back to numb.

Somebody, please, tell me what I need?