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May 22, 2004
regardless of anything else, don't you want to know if you did? even without hope, won't you at least go and ask him? or just consider it gone forever without trying, move on to the next person so you don't have to be like this alone?

I already know. I know it happened. Everything felt like a nightmare - when I woke to when you left. I didn't know truth from half-truths fashioned out of fear… couldn't come to grips with it because I didn't believe it happened, that it was me, couldn't fathom – not this, hurting you like this again.