July 14, 2004
It seems that the older a person gets the more one becomes attached to the dead rather than the living. I don't mean just people that have passed on, but also moments, years. All the minute (my-newt) parts that made up a being that no longer can be seen dance like ghosts around a person. Maybe that's why some old people sit in their chairs laughing or speaking to the air. That's about all I have to say. It is nice to not talk, not write, and not have too much to do with other people. Need some down time.