I just couldn't get over what had happened. And I resented her being in there with mom and those two being pals and mom not believing me. I can't explain it all to you now because I could never go there again. I never have and I never will. I KILLED THAT LITTLE TURTLE. I stomped him with my sister's boots. God forgive me , I smashed him with vengeance, hate, pride and a temper unknown to me even then and I did it until he was nothing. A puddle of blood and guts and broken green and yellow shell.