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November 5, 2004
I'll be taking a road trip Sunday.
I will, once again, be able to look into the eyes of the man I love.
I miss him terribly.
Some days more than others.
I swore that I would never do this again. I never wanted to be alone again. Some days I cry when I wake up and see his pillow, empty, beside me.

I've been told so many times in my life that God will not put more on me than I can handle. But, ya know, sometimes he comes so close ... right to the edge.

I pray everyday for strength to get through this.