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November 18, 2004
Ive never lived alone.
Never.
Now I get to see what its like.
And Im not sure how I feel about this.
Im a big girl...
all grown up and shit,
but I dont like being alone.
Even when it was just me and the kids, I was still not alone.

Is there something wrong with me?
Im supposed to look forward to this time in my life.
Raise the kids,
get them out of the house,
time to live my own life, now.
But Im not sure how to do this.
Ive always been a Mom.
Im still a Mom,
but no kids in the house.
It just feels wrong.

Momma's turn to grow up now???