December 2, 2004
This is the December 2 entry. I am writing this on the 6th. These feelings reflect where I am now, and not then. The then, being December 2, before Phoenix's phone call. I am writing this after the call. I am in such a state of confusion, I don't know what to do! He acts like he really, really likes me. He does the sweetest things for me! He has kissed me in an elevator, wiped barbeque sauce off my mouth at the fair, and brings me coffee in the morning while I‘m still lounging in bed. Yet no relationship???