December 13, 2004
What do I see in him? Why am I giving him another chance to hurt me? And he will. I know it. Why can't I just go with the flow and not expect more? Why can't he just stop calling me and leave me alone? I know it runs deeper than the sex. He hasn't acted like a man who's only interested in using a woman. He says one thing, then contradicts it and acts like a man smitten, then doesn‘t want it to go further. Hot and cold. Why do I keep going back? He's not even all that!!!