December 29, 2004
Calm. That's what it feels like. It feels exquisite. Imagine, just relaxing and not caring what happens next? If you are indeed dying, you don't care. It spreads from somewhere that I don't for one second believe is physical. I don't necessarily believe it's supernatural either. I simply believe it is the spirit, spreading calm and relaxing you so that you are not frightened. Then it happens. I came back…for now, at least. I don't know what happens if you don't, but I know it's not bad. I just know it. There was no fear in the final seconds.