Whenever I despair, he will prove me otherwise. Whenever I embrace, he will show me another perspective. Whenever I doubt, he will give me reason. Whenever I ignore, he will attract my attention. Whenever I look, he looks away. Whenever I turn, he stares right at me. This is who I cannot comprehend, the one who acts against me in every way. I sense some divine form of affinity, somewhere somehow, I have the feeling our encounters will not end just yet. Nay, it won't until either of us has passed the final judgment, the ultimatum. When will that be?