April 13, 2007
Iím feeling blank right now. Catatonia is on its way. I can tell. One of the signs is that my eyes lose focus, and even when I have become aware, I have a hard time focusing visually on anything. Itís a weird feeling, and I prefer to just close my eyes and type under the door. I can still get messages out, but I am clearly working from another part of my brain. It has a limited storage capacity. What is feeding it? Where is it getting its information? I feel like I am taking dictation from under the door.