April 7, 2007
Relieved it's the weekend, I attempt to distract myself to no avail. It just isn't the same here, but I've always known I missed company a lot whenever they left my parent's house as a child. But this goes beyond company. I care about him. I want him. I'm mad at him. I'm grateful for him. I tried watching a movie from Netflix but it was only about people drowning. More struggling. I continue to look for him, make calls and work on being content. Tomorrow is Easter at Tempa's. Get yourself together, damnit. Do it for the less fortunate.