May 23, 2007
This morning I didn't feel like myself not being employed again. I decided I'd at least do something and drive to Citrus Park and pick up my glasses. Before I left, however, I ripped open a fresh pack of smokes over the trash can and watched as the tobacoo slipped through my fingers like sand. They were Kool Kings--one step up from my usual brand of smokes, Kool Mild's, but enough to be the cause of my morning sickness I surmised. But on the way to the mall, I was beginning to feel disconnected so I smoked again. Slow down.