Not marrying him, I could deal with that. Somewhere along the lines I felt the hesitance shaking our ground. Not having a number to dial at any hour, that's fine too. There's other people to talk to. Having him angry at me, without rightful motive. No. He can't win this one. He cannot walk away thinking I did him wrong. He needs to hear it the way it is. He has emotional issues he won't admit to and projects them onto me. Fuck! So I cry. At least I know why I do. People in denial must revel in ignorance.