September 9, 2007
Damn you fucking page! Why can't you write your own goddamn self? Why do I always feel like I have to watch my back and be a different person around every fucking person I talk to? Why do I feel sad when I'm with my boyfriend, but happy when I'm away with him? Why can't I just fucking enjoy the relationship? Why did I ever overthink love and ruin it with logic? Why am I so emo sometimes? Why can't I speak for myself? I'm fucking 19 years old for God's sake, and I still can't stand up for myself!