September 29, 2007
Settling... is something I don't do easily. It takes me awhile to get settled into something, be it a new routine, a new school, etc. Right now, I feel myself getting restless and less settled. I know why... it's the time when I feel that I should be doing other things than what I'm doing; it's the January Theory again, only this time it's coming at the end of September. Everything is so messed up, and I realize that I do not really like to stay settled. I like to be restless. I love the pure chaos of the feeling.