October 27, 2007
If I managed to resolve anything in my mind by going down to the island, it still doesnít feel like it. Iíd thought Iíd be feeling refreshed and ready for action by now, but I donít. Instead, I feel like thereís this cloud hanging over me. I donít even feel particularly relaxed. Maybe itís the thought of the winter months stretching ahead of me or the additional workload of my new position at work, I donít know. All I do know is that Iím feeling uncharacteristically gloomy and melancholy right now and itís not a particularly nice way to feel.