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October 3, 2006

I am beginning to understand me. What a relief!

I spent too many years, actually most of my adult life, on a totally frustrating, impossible endeavor; trying to live up to what I THOUGHT I was. But the brass ring was always way out of reach.

I can't speak for others, but little by little I'm learning about me - what or who I really am. This was initially painful, of course, but after a while there comes a feeling of peace when realizing that I'm OK right where I am. I no longer have to strive for a fantasy.