This isn’t how I wanted to start the month. It’s logical, though, that this past month has really put a beating on me and now it’s caught up. Sickness or not, I relished the idea of shirking responsibility wholeheartedly. Unfettered abandon. I skipped out on them with good feelings because it was acceptable and because I still get paid for it. I only feel bad that this is my very first salary sort of job and within the first week of it I’m already taking advantage. To be fair, it seems within reason. Plus I just wanted it real badly.