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February 3, 2008
After two days I am already falling behind. When did my weekends become clean-up time, catch-up time? "Quality time" - it's just another term for obligation. I need more fuck-off time.

I must not talk myself out of going to class tomorrow. I need this challenge, I need this outlet. I must not cheat myself of that. I will regret it deeply. Just as I will regret it if I slip off to bed now, instead of finishing this entry. Brush the gossamer from my eyes. Keep typing. Five more minutes.

I may still, however, talk myself out of going to work.