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March 15, 2008
I fantasize about being in control of my life. In these dreams, I firmly tell my boss I quit, before walking out the door. I walk up to an employer and calmly explain why I am perfectly suited for the job and they would be foolish not to hire me while they still can. In these fantasies, I look firmly into my friends eyes and say Im tired of you taking advantage of me, and Im tired of your pity parties.

In my fantasies, I am calm, assertive, and most importantly fearless.

I wish I could live in those fantasies.