March 14, 2008
Itís Friday. Iím off work early again. My side is hurting awfully bad. The only thing getting me through this is painkillers. I swear, if these things were easily accessible, Iíd become a freaking addict. I must confess, they help with the pain, but they also help my mood. I think they put something in those suckers to help you forget about the pain. I get this warm, fuzzy feeling all over and feel on top of the world. I wish I could feel that way without a chemical pick me up. Like I said, I could easily become addicted.