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April 8, 2008
Six flights of stairs in one go, two miles of aching calves, ten miles of cycling in the rain. Walking, running, biking; it all amounts to the same thing. Physical exhaustion makes you feel alive and productive and pure, somehow.

This lack of energy isn't brought about physically; your body wants to collapse and your head is threatening to explode. The only thing that stops you from breaking into tears in the library is the presence of others; if you let yourself start now, you know you wonít stop for a long time. Nothing is wrong, you just crave energy.