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April 25, 2008
Do you ever experience any intrusive thoughts, of a sexual or violent nature?

Oh no, Christ no. Lies are terribly easy to pull off if you really donít want someone to know the truth. Fear of what theyíll think of you makes you the best actor these four walls have ever seen. No matter how many times youíre told that nothing you say will shock or offend, you canít help feeling that theyíve never met any quite as disgusting and guilty as you. Itís not normal, not normal, to have to ruminate on and prepare yourself for the eventual worst.