June 30, 2008
I was going to start writing up a dream, but it seems more appropriate to finish my first month's entries on a more personal note. This is good, this is helping, this is also irritating, because again I find myself probing the inside of my thoughts for 'truths' worth putting down on paper/screen – you'd think by now I'd know better than that. This experience is making me dangerously self-reflexive and analytical. I start seeing people around me, close to me, differently, through a more disembodied, impersonal gaze, a calculative gaze. Dangerous path for a cynic to step onto!