July 12, 2008
So far into my diploma programme, and I keep asking myself: does it matter at all? Is there any worth to what I've accomplished? Not that I have actually accomplished anything at all, I've just gottend drunk and gone to school hungover, or still intoxicated. My dedication to completing my high school studies in a calm, collected manner went out through the window sometime in September. There is so much lacking on my behalf; I look at it, wondering why. I barely kept myself within ten inches of the water surface during the spring; how will I survive another year?