Why is it whenever I meet a girl and I know they’re physically attracted to me, no matter if I’m physically attracted to them or not, I become infatuated? Even if they are sort of, kind of… okay… really ugly. At least, ugly to me.

I miss the freedom of not being married too much, is what it is. But, still when it comes down to it, I love my husband too much to have sex with another girl.

But, it sure is getting harder not to.
I don’t think I was as bi-sexual as I thought.
I really don’t.