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August 28, 2008
Asha has pointed out on numerous occasions that I havenít made a ďhomeĒ here. That despite societal integration, I remain reserved and hesitant in creating a comfortable atmosphere for myself.
I canít deny it. Perhaps I am uncomfortable in my surroundings which prevent me from truly enjoying my life? I donít know if itís a remnant of the detachment I had to create in order to leave the only home I knew, ten years ago? Or if itís a mature realization that people changeÖ that Iíve changed, and I no longer fit in the mould I originally created for myself.