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YANG JUNG WON
How many of you remember the first day of school, new year? Was it always fun and great? Did you make good impression all the time? Probably not. It is very tough to go through the first day of anything. First impression is important to begin the new relationship because people tent to remember the feeling or image of a person that they had on first meet and if it was good, they try to make friends with them. However, I don't believe in first impresion. I hardly know someone who has same image that I had on first meet.
The gray sea and the long black land; And the yellow half-moon large and low; And the startled little waves that leap In fiery ringlets from their sleep, As I gain the cove with pushing prow, And quench its speed i' the slushy sand. Then a mile of warm sea-scented beach; Three fields to cross till a farm appears; A tap at the pane, the quick sharp scratch And blue spurt of a lighted match, And a voice less loud, through its joys and fears, Than the two hearts beating each to each! A poem by Robert Browning
"just becasue you can't see something doesn't mean it's not there." We often forget to appreciate very small thigs, simple gestrues, and appreciate a single second but this story by Willard proves that best thigns come in small packages. He constructs mini aculptures that can be placed on a pin head. His extraordinary patience leads every strand of really thin nylon and the very delicate fiber of spider webs to mind blowing mcroscopic masterpieces. His deserted childhood gave rise to a very unique skill that every one considers incredibly beyonod this world. Indeed, little things can be the biggest things.
I woke up with new hope of new smester. my herat was fluttered with everything; all the new classes, meeting people whom i haven't seen during summer vacation...And I thought 'is it going to be the same? am i going to be more suitable this time?' I couldn't help keep worrying. I left home earlier than usual for new start and took the subway for fast way of new start. Every single thing looked very different at the moment. Unlike the other days, the weather was pretty warm and shiny like a rainbow just came out from a mass.
"You are not alone. I am here with you though we're far part. You are always in my herat. You are not alone." This is the world famous song by Michael Jackson who passed away a few months ago. Whenever I hear this song, I feel like I can understand how much his life was lonely. I am not a huge fan of him but ever since he died, I felt so empty and thought how one's life can be so lonely with all that money and people who admire you. "Life is too short..." No one can say no.
Imagine you can skip the works, personal problems or any complicated issues that you struggle with by one click of a unique remote. It sounds so tempting. Every single person in the world would die to get one. In the film
, one ordinary man got the remote somehow and used it as a life saver. he passed forward the whole family things and only concentrated on company works to be succeeded. But the end of the day, he got nothing but money. He was weak and alone in his own universe lonely and sadly. So...Does anyone want one?
I can feel the change of weather. In a few weeks later, it will be autumn soon! The leaves will change the color, the sky will be looked even higher and the smell of the air will tickle my nose...Whenever I smell the season autumn, I can't help myself to recall the past which usually filled with good memories. The Memories that I can't bear come along with melody. How delightful is that? Maybe the time is the answer. As time goes by, everything that I belived as mistakes seems okay. nothing is matter in the track of time.
Recently, the power of netizens became more powerful than ever. The fact that one of the member of 2PM, the most popular group in Korea, had written some personal opinions about Korea had become a number one issue through the internet. It was long time ago when he could freely upload his diary on the internet. But the contents of his dairy got on people's nerves. It was very inappropriate and juvenile for him as Korean to say something about his mother country. I was so angry at first time but I felt sorry for him at the same time.
Music...something that makes my mood change. Something speacial that makes me think deeply and helps me to get into the things that I don't like about. And for the last, only thing that makes me feel that I want to be alone. Sometimes I need, I desperately need a time to be alone. Everyone needs that. I am usually in the good mood most of the time with people around me but I am the person who needs a private time once in a while. I can't help but wonder why sometimes people feel more lonely in the crowd?
Watching movie is one of my favorite things to do. But the thing is I like to watch them over and over again at least three times. I don't know why I do that but it feels good and it is something that I do when I want to get over something. while I watch the movies, I feel like I don't have anything to worry about. It is like a pill or medicine for me to forget something. Even though I watch same movies over and over, every time I watch them differently. They seem very different to me.
I got out of my bed in the morning and took a shower as always. I never thought this is going to be this hard. It takes about 50 minutes to get shcool I go. First, I have to take a bus nearby my home and then, I have to shift to the subway which takes 20 to 30 minutes to get there. And I have to do exactly same thing again to go back. If I live in dormitory, I would never have a problem like this but since this was my choice, I guess I have to bear.
OH!!!!!!! I AM SO FRUSTRATED!!!! I was trying to read the textbook during whole afternoon but I couldn't get any clue. How could it happen? I started to think I am DUMB. I should've read many books when I was a kid. I regret so much. If I had read books a lot, I would have had more informatioin. It might change the situatioin here. Umm...I can't sleep because I have to understand and digest the text that I'm holding. Hofully, I wish my best on what I am doing. I really really want it now! I really do!
I have a lot of friends. Friends I met in elementary school,middle school and high school or somewhere else. I am very lucky to have them in my life. Very supportive, absolutely sweet and be there for me all the time. I have a friend whom I've known for about 7 years. Well...years are not important but anyway, she is the only one who I can really really be myself. She understands me, she just knows me well. Whenever I struggle, I always think of her. Friend is someone who loves you when you forget to love yorself.
What was your dream when you were a little kid? Probably you had a thousand of dreams. So did I. I thought I could be anything if I keep dreamiing it in my sweet little dream. I wanted to be a designer, kindergarten teacher, singer and wedding planner...I'm sure there are more. But now, in my 20's, I have absolutely nothing. I don't know where my life is going. I know I'm still young enough so I don't have to be frustrated but I want the answer. I don't want to end up being someone else that I'm not.
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle. Life is a maze and love is a riddle. I don't know where to go. I can't do it alone, I've tired and I don't know why. Slow it down make it stop or else my heart is going to pop 'cuz it's too much yeah, it's a lot to be something I'm not..I'm a fool out of love 'cuz I just can't get enough. Just enjoy the SHOW...... This is exactly what I need to do for change. Just enjoy the moment. Take it slow. Just let it go.
My name is jung won. I am 20 years old college student. I have lots of friends and they're soooo loving and caring. I am the only child. I had a huge love and care from my parents. Especially my mom, she just loves me and I appreciate her love. I love to watch movie. I like to hang out with my friends who I can trust and be honest. I also like to read novel not fiction novel. Real life story that I can be touched by every sentences. I don't even know this is really me or not.
I heard people usually have three big oppurtunities in their life. If this is true, I might already took one of them or maybe I haven't taken any of it but one thing I am sure is that I took one of them. I am sure... I had a chance to go to American for a year as an exchange student. It was worth it. first, I didn't have strong desire about going abroad. I was young and didn't know what I am going to do with my life.But I took the chance. The chance that changed my life.
Talking is good. Talking is something very basic skill that people like and definetly need to get through their life. They talk for living, they talk for talk and they talk for gossip. Well, I can't say that is bad because who am I to judge people? but sometimes it's too much. People talk about something that really not important and really doesn't even matter. Sometimes they get hurt themselves because of their bad talking habit. I've learned a lot of things from my life. But if I have to choose one lesson, it would be keep 'my mouth shut'.
I have reading class in college. Like you can imagine, read, think and discuss about it. Now I've been reading a book called 'Tribes'. I heard it was best seller one time. This book is very easy to catch the point and simple to read. In the text, the author asked a question to readers. "what do you believe in?" At the moment,I've got to think what do I really believe in. Suddenly, I realized that people who have faith in themselves always succeed and they don't scared about challenges. Why not me? Now it's the time for me.
Love is real, real is love. Love is feeling, feeling love. Love is wanting to be loved. Love is touch, touch is love. Love is reaching, reaching love. Love is asking to be loved...Have you been in true love with someone? How many true loves do you think you can possibly have in your life? once? twice? I don't think I had one in my entire life except from my parents. Having someone special in your life could make your life to be blessed and if you had a ture love, then you are very lucky. Appreciate the moments.
I have several songs that I am really into it. Above all, I have 5 songs. Yesterday, Now and forever, right here waiting for you and Love(Jonh lennon). Those are not recent songs that today's kids love. Those are old song probably they were made before I was born. But to me those are still number one songs in my heart. I feel so calm and relieved and the thing I love about old song is that whenever I listen to the songs, I could think, I could have self-reflection. Those songs with coffee will make everything fine.
I don't know why I am always tired especially on 'Tuesday'. I can't help myself from sleeping. I should've slept after school. Otherwise I cannot go to bed on time. Then, I'll be very very tired for whole week. Today, as always I slept for two and a half hour right after supper. Now it's 11 p.m. I am doing my homework and I have to read the next chapter that my class will cover for next class. I am sooooooooo exhausted. I know I am supposed to be happy for doing all of this but somtiems feel frustrated.
♬ Last Christmas I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away This year to save me from tears I'll give it to someone special ♬ Christmas ! The holiday of color red and green. Always lovely gifts, fun carols, white snow on the street, huge sparkling christmas trees everywhere and many santa clauses for children. Christmas reminds me a lot of things. All the good things in my memory. Christmas will never be a kids' holiday for me. It will always be the number one holiday for me. I hope this year christmans will be white christmas.
Time is soooo fast. It is already end of september. Now I have almost gone through one forth of whole college years. I am almost 21 now. I have never thought I was going to gratuate the middle and high school. I have never thought that I was going to be a college girl. I thought I'll be a baby girl in my mom's arms forever. No matter what I do, where I am and How I do, time goes fast magically. Maybe by one wink of my eyes, everything could be gone and change. Am I doing right now?
My grandmother is around 85. She is quite old but still very healthy and smart. Sometimes she could be very sensitive about everything so she bothers to every single person in the house but WE LOVE HER no matter what she does. She is taking the class on the weekdays in the morning. In class, she learns drawing, writing, making and studying math. I saw all works that she did and they were absolutely amazing. She got 100 point for math and her picutres were so great. I've never thought that she was such a great painter. I'm so proud.
Tribe defines as a group of people of the same race and with the same customs, language and religion. They live in a particular area and often led by a chief or leader. It could be generated from any kinds of creatures as long as they are alive and share similar ideas. In general, people want to belong and fit in to somewhere so that they could feel secure. Why do people want to belong? Why do they feel that they should have another people around them to make them feel normal? Sometimes, being alone seems better than being gathered.
Chuseok is comming!!! Everybody will have a long holiday and eat delicious foods. I'm going to Seoul to visit my family. I don't have a big family but enough to miss each other and celebrate the holiday. My family can only get together during the holidays of year because we live so far away. It's like four and a half hour to get their place by car. So somtimes I feel little bit awkward when I talk to them. But as soon as I used to the situation, I feel great and comfortable. It is always nice to have family.
It was raining whole day. I usually don't like rainy day but as I grew up, I started to like rainy day. I guess it's because maybe i am getting matured and older...? Older people like quite and peaceful atmosphere. Now I would like to spend time with myself other than anybody. I guess I'm still changing even though I'm 20. Well, age should not be the problem for someone to improve to the next level of his or her life. I will be change for myself and I will be step out a little. No more holding back again.
Tuesday tuesday tuesday. It is always long day out of seven days. Especially Tired, boring but still not even close to weekend. My dairy is getting boring like tuesday. How sad is that? I'm out of sources for my 100 words dairy. When you are 20 something, isn't the life suppose to full of joy, love and lots of events and parties? My life is flat. There is nothing fun to talk about. But I don't want to make a big deal out of this becasue i am sure few months later, something is there for me. Something really huge.
What is happening to the world? I just heard the news about a young girl who was raped by an old man in a church bathroom. He did the nastiest things to the girl that normal sane people would never do. I really don't want to mention it because whenever I think of this incident, I can't help myself nauseating. What kind of man in the world does that thing to little girl? And the worst thing is that he is only sentenced to 12 years' imprisonment. He deserves life in prison for his detestable act. IT IS NOT FAIR.
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