I dreamed I was in pain. Hot wires cutting into me. I screamed and woke up. The wires were still there. I cried out and tried to stand up.Pacing Pacing Pacing.In the mirror I saw frail girl. Bleached white. The heat did not bring me warmth.I began to slip away. I wanted to leave.As I lay on the floor nothing could help. I just wimpered.So helpless. I hate that. I thought of various people in those moments. Whether they would notice.Bright red. I had to get up. Pull away now.