Being a virgin at 23 is just difficult. The guy Iím dating was
surprised when I told him, actually chuckled in disbelief. I was offended. He said
he would wait and things would happen at my own pace. Last night, he proved to
be loosing his patience. †We were
snogging and he insisted a couple of times we could just get the whole thing
over with. It was uncomfortable, embarrassing and, well, scary. I donít think
he understands why I havenít done it. Sex for me is the ultimate abandonment of
self. Itís a proof of unyielding trust in someone.