September 20, 2013
Itís so easy to be angry. It takes effort to forgive, to admit that thereís a chance Iím wrong, to recognize that it doesnít even matter whoís right or wrong. There is also the filter of ďBecause I donít want to get hurt.Ē It takes constant reminder that it will only hurt if I make it about me, if I expect, if I do something thatís beyond the sheer sincere intention of just doing it. Iím so black and sinister inside that itís so difficult to let someone be close enough.