July 24, 2016
If I tell Bill that I've grown fond of him, I'm quite sure he will respond with silence. He's not keen to receiving any kind of positive comment directed at him. He would respond with an awkward smile or change the subject. It's interesting how I know so much about him even if he constantly avoids my simple questions. I've mentioned I've been avoiding going deep, but with Bill I am willing to try. Not for anything else other than that I can see he wanted the same thing. This uncertainty would define our "relationship." I wish he'd open up.