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March 17, 2006
I want to suffer the pain I put you through.
I want to create the Hell I don't believe in so I can hurt forever for what I did.
I didn't mean to hurt you.
I meant to love you.
I didn't know how.
I gave up.
I'll take your balance of the blame and sink with it until I can't breathe.
I want to kill you, to make you unconscious of the monster that ripped your heart out, your dignity.
That kiss... the man meant nothing.
It meant I don't know how to live without you.

Goodbye, my love.