July 7, 2006
The initial dread of moving back in with the parents took about 3 months to conform to. The insurance and employment changes are like a mild headache that never really goes away, but not strong enough to paralyze productivity. Two more months, this life will end and another begins. It's starting to become real. I'm more there than here. I'm already becoming dependant of their constant presence. It's starting to feel like I'm been ready for this for years. The idea has taken time to settle in, but I'm ready to be the baby girl I never wanted to be.