April 19, 2007
Iím angry with my husband. I feel like he left me hanging on that day. He went to work even though he knew our son was pretty sick. He didnít even wait to make sure Iíd figured out where I was taking him (ER versus doctorís office), how I was going to deal with a four year old and a very sick kid at either place. I keep thinking what would have happened if Gavin would have had to watch the whole thing? And Iím left with memories of this event that I canít even begin to describe to anyone.