October 10, 2006
My perception of time is flawed since birth. It explains my rush to wake up, my urgency to sleep through the nights. That's why me and time don't get along. I don't wear a watch to remind me I'm offbeat. Not only does is speed through chronology, it jumps around. So I've often faced the eve of everyone's wake. I often think I'm starting over another change in life. So I have to remind myself that I have to ignore the ticking or it'll drive me crazy. Today was yesterday without a minute passing. Time is dragging for a change.