January 9, 2006
6+/- months since I stopped thinking about Mr.X. One month since I started talking to Mr.New. This guy shows up. Suddenly my dreams turn intro sweaty nightmares with aching muscles. Too often I wake up believing I had full-fledged heated falling outs with X. The sharp headaches shoot down to the base of my spine and I've grinded away one of my canines (Which I loved. Now my hiss looks unthreatening). Morning take-offs are awkward stumbles as I try to shake the memories trying to make way back in. Mr.New shouldn't have to fight for spots in my dream line-ups.